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what's the point
in watching all my friends die?
what's the point
in singing these old fucking lines?
33 vertebrae
yet no sign of backbone
I guess I knew one day
I'd find myself all alone
[1]
my disposition to existence
never coping with the distance
I paved my road to hell
fuck, I'll admit it
countless days spent
dreaming of death
because together we had nothing left
(we have nothing left)
this always ends
in a forced exit
this grave was ours
until you left it
separate the skin
from my bones
satiate the hell
we called home [2]
and if you'd rather die on your own
suffocate my soul
before you go
"あんたバカァ?"
my malice aforethought
let my dreams rot
everything you need
is everything I'm not
everything you need
is all for naught
everything you need
is everything I'm not
(the past is never dead)
once again, in the end
all I see are seas of red [3]
what's the point
in watching all my friends die?
what's the point
in living through another night?
I think that...
you are the same as me
ripping old wounds to see
if your heart's finally
fucking done bleeding
I've been Burning in Water and Drowning in Flame [4]
every day since has been 3rd degree pain
I'm all that's left
so who takes the blame?
heaven without you is hell all the same
I feel the seven eyes still watching me [5]
send down your best
so you can watch them...
angels, reign over me
preying in the dark
feeding our agony
angels, reign over me
send down your best
so you can watch them bleed
AUTHOR'S NOTES
1 - NERV
2 - The Difference Between Hell and Home - Counterparts
3 - In the end... and Dahmer
4 - Charles Bukowski
5 - SEELE
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MissingNo. (177013)
03:47
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let's set the scene;
a dying girl with a dying dream
broken, OD'd
so love, what's it gonna be?
when life's so empty
you sought love
you found vice
you sought god but he blacked out every light
there's no time to bleed
sold your soul for safety
yet every night you leave
feels like hell on repeat
suicidal sleep
won't you come and comfort me?
let me sleep
you were fractured, abused
if existence was the game;
you were destined to lose
now the wolves are through
and they even left you
perversity
supersedes
their lack of sympathy
fuck their sympathy
(mind break)
drowned in the deep;
the broken girl with the broken teeth
no hope, no peace
no need for an EMT
when death comes cheap
no hope, no peace
nothing to love, nothing to bleed
the paradigm of misery
no hope, no peace
so let me fucking sleep
when death comes cheap
what's the point, what did I miss?
broken hearts on bloody wrists
you found heaven in a needles' kiss
ONESEVENSEVEN
ZEROONETHREE
this is not oyasumi
this is how it's supposed to be
no hope, no peace
消えたい
the second child
sleeps alone tonight [1]
AUTHOR'S NOTES
1 - The fate of destruction is the joy of rebirth
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3. |
Instrumentality
03:08
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fuck.
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4. |
Hedgehog's Dilemma
03:49
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we watched our love
shatter like shards of glass
skin stained with blood
bleeding out; crawling back
you can burn the memories
till the ashes fill your dreams
still so close yet out of reach
just say my name before you
leave me with nothing
these vile, frail thoughts want me
dead
cursed by our empathy
no conviction
(no) reprieve
we let the process
repeat
we watched the sun
burn itself out at last
tears run with blood
painting us in shades of black
you can burn the memories
till the ashes fill your dreams
so close yet out of reach
"just say goodbye before you leave" [1]
this life revoked
any hope for me and you
so crush my throat
until my lips turn blue
look me in the eye
and split my hand in two [2]
split my hand in two
I'll manifest these words
as razors to my tongue
so every phrase of love cuts deeper...
deeper than the last one
you are the hell inside of me
the closer you are
the harder it gets to leave
so sink your teeth
sink them as you please
you are the light and I, the deep
the further you are
the harder it gets to breathe
so sink your teeth
sink them till I bleed
the further you are
the harder it gets to breathe
so sink your teeth
I feel nothing
Third Impact imminent
"come, sweet death" [3]
AUTHOR'S NOTES
1 - "Day 54" by letlive.
2 - The End of Evangelion, Asuka and the Spear(s) of Longinus
3 - "Komm, Süsser Tod" by ARIANNE
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5. |
I need you.
00:51
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6. |
Rebirth
04:41
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can we make it through the night?
cause I'm terrified
the sleepless dreams
the silent screams
I'm neck deep in an endless sea of memories [1]
yeah
it's drowning me, the reality
"my past is everything I failed to be" [2]
lost souls all collide at first
they bend and break just to make it work
"the fate of destruction, is the joy of rebirth"
(don't leave my...)
buried like
a parasite
this bitter voice
lies deep inside
don't ask me why
I can't decide
when every breath feels like a lie
we lived and died
on borrowed time
this emptiness
is suicide
there's no hope this time
is the end in sight?
you suffocate unflinchingly
no tears shed; don't look at me
your gaze filled with vacancy
still drowning me complacently [3]
cause those eyes might make me stay
I'll sleepwalk my days away
to hell with this, to hell with fate
(don't leave my...)
buried like
a parasite
this bitter voice
lies deep inside
don't ask me why
I can't decide
when every breath feels like a lie
we lived and died
on borrowed time
this emptiness
is suicide
there's no hope this time
can we make it through the night?
the night, the night
don't leave my side
cause I'm terrified
that I might just survive
tell me, what's it all worth?
when every new blessing feels more like a curse
will this only get worse?
(the night, the night)
I fear it's death or rebirth
breathe in, breathe out
sink in, sink down
another lesson on depression
just like I had expected
who would've ever guessed it
(E double S)
self reflection turned rejection
no less than you expected
I think I've found my exit
I think I've found my...
おやすみ
it's fucking death or rebirth
with me it's always fight or flight
you contemplate our suicide
so let's stop and hit rewind
I don't bark; you won't bite
the bitter talk is slight
so can we make it through the night?
the night, the night
don't leave my side
cause I'm terrified
that I might just survive
tell me, what's it all worth?
when every new blessing feels more like a curse
will we only get worse?
(the night, the night)
I fear it's death or rebirth
the night, the night
don't leave my side
"the fate of destruction, is the joy of rebirth"
AUTHOR'S NOTES
1 - Human Instrumentality Project
2 - Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet
3 - The End of Evangelion, ONE MORE FINAL: I need you.
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Desolate Corning, New York
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