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lyrics

can we make it through the night?
cause I'm terrified

the sleepless dreams
the silent screams
I'm neck deep in an endless sea of memories [1]
yeah
it's drowning me, the reality
"my past is everything I failed to be" [2]

lost souls all collide at first
they bend and break just to make it work
"the fate of destruction, is the joy of rebirth"

(don't leave my...)

buried like
a parasite
this bitter voice
lies deep inside

don't ask me why
I can't decide
when every breath feels like a lie

we lived and died
on borrowed time
this emptiness
is suicide

there's no hope this time
is the end in sight?

you suffocate unflinchingly
no tears shed; don't look at me
your gaze filled with vacancy
still drowning me complacently [3]

cause those eyes might make me stay
I'll sleepwalk my days away

to hell with this, to hell with fate

(don't leave my...)

buried like
a parasite
this bitter voice
lies deep inside

don't ask me why
I can't decide
when every breath feels like a lie

we lived and died
on borrowed time
this emptiness
is suicide

there's no hope this time
can we make it through the night?

the night, the night
don't leave my side

cause I'm terrified
that I might just survive

tell me, what's it all worth?
when every new blessing feels more like a curse

will this only get worse?
(the night, the night)

I fear it's death or rebirth

breathe in, breathe out
sink in, sink down

another lesson on depression
just like I had expected
who would've ever guessed it

(E double S)

self reflection turned rejection
no less than you expected
I think I've found my exit
I think I've found my...

おやすみ

it's fucking death or rebirth

with me it's always fight or flight
you contemplate our suicide
so let's stop and hit rewind

I don't bark; you won't bite
the bitter talk is slight

so can we make it through the night?

the night, the night
don't leave my side

cause I'm terrified
that I might just survive

tell me, what's it all worth?
when every new blessing feels more like a curse

will we only get worse?
(the night, the night)

I fear it's death or rebirth

the night, the night

don't leave my side

"the fate of destruction, is the joy of rebirth"

AUTHOR'S NOTES
1 - Human Instrumentality Project
2 - Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet
3 - The End of Evangelion, ONE MORE FINAL: I need you.

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from The fate of destruction is the joy of rebirth, released August 13, 2021

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